CW: 310(?)
Height: 5’6
GW: 165lbs
Favorite Diet Food: Bird’s Eye mixed veggies, lean meats
Favorite Indulgent Food: cookies or maybe ice cream.
Favorite exercise: Wii Dance games, dancing (not any sort of seriously)
Does anyone know?: …that I’m trying to lose weight? yeah, everybody I think.
What makes you slip up: Pain, aches, etc, inconsistent work schedule, no motivation
What makes you strong:
When did it start: I think I actually started losing something starting last October/November.
What do you see when you look in the mirror: I’m usually fine with how I look on a daily basis, it’s how I feel in my clothes, after a work shift etc.
Are you the fat or the thin one in your group of friends: fat.
Are you depressed: At times, very likely.
Ever tried to commit suicide: No.
Ever cut yourself: No.
Ever been to a psychologist: yes.
Lost weight: A little.
Gained weight: A few years ago I lost 50 lbs or so and I gained it all back plus more. As of recently I flip flop losing/gaining within a 2 pound range.
Do you drink: no.
Do you smoke: No.
Do you take drugs: Not the bad kind. Aleve, claritin etc.
Does your weight affect your mood: Yes.
Do you weigh yourself daily: no.
Have you ever fasted: no.
Have you ever skipped a meal: probably, but not intentionally.
Have you ever spit food out: not any time recently.
I am—
[] Anorexic
[] EDNOS
[] Bulimic
[] living off diet pills
[x] hungry
[] drinking something
[] eating something
[] under 100 lbs
[] starving myself
[] vegan
[/ - no red meat] vegetarian
People…
[] ask if i’m anorexic/bulimic
[x] call me fat
[] say i’m skinny
[] say i’m ugly
[x] talk about me behind my back
[] force me to eat
[x] say i eat too much
[] wish I’d eat more
[] don’t know i’m anorexic/bulimic
[] have tried to stop me
I wish…
[] I was thin
[x] i had a better body
[] i didn’t have to eat
[x] i could control myself
[] i could avoid food
[] i could hide what i am
[] i was prettier
[] i could disappear
I love…
[] being hungry
[X] seeing a difference
[] shaking
[] being weak
[X] losing weight
[] being anorexic/bulimic
[] green tea pills
[] diet pills
[X] being able to turn down food
[X] feeling good about myself
Appearances…
[] I’m shorter than 5’4
[] think i’m ugly
[ ] have self made scars
[] have a tattoo
[] wear glasses
[x] been told i’m pretty by a stranger
[x] have more than 2 piercings
[ ] have piercings besides my ears
[] have freckles
Cup size is (A) (B) (C) (D) (DD) (E)
[] am petite
I hate…
[] when people stare
[x] being asked questions
[] having to eat
[] being single
[x] wearing short skirts
[x] being fat
[] looking ugly
[x] feeling this way
[] fat people
I need…
[] people to stay out of my business
[x] more friends
[] someone to know
[] less food
[x] more water
[x] gym membership
[x] to lose 80 lbs
[x] to lose 20 lbs
[x] to lose 10 lbs
[x] to lose 5 lbs
